few minutes ago, i've filled in the study of graduates tracer.
it's too bad that i gotta click "tidak berkerja" on current status. my bad.
actually, i've listed down of many job vacancies tht are available now. but.. it have been a week, and i didnt send my resume to any company yet.
i kept thinking if i wanna further my studies into a higher level, which is master degree. In the past 2 months, I've made a promise to my fyp's supervisor that i'm going to do my master with him. For me, working with him is so relaxing (not too stress) and he was so understanding. He's just the best. He helped me until the last moments. I felt guilty towards him due to my failure to complete my part in his research project. I was thinking to redeem my mistake/weakness by doing my master with him. I really hope so.. I really want to work again and take it as a second chance.
2 months had passed, he told me that he havent got the grant for the research he proposed. Dissapointed, I gotta move on. I've surveyed many research that needs the man power, including the corneal tissue engineering. At first, I'm a bit worried due to the knowledge requirements of the project. There are including strong base of physics and chemistry. Day by day.. after reconsider about the new field that i'm going to enter if i managed to get the project, i believe this might be one in a million chance. Unfortunately, after 4 days.. the responsible researcher have not contact/email me yet. Can i consider this as a NO for me to change my study field? I admit that I feel frustrated although I'm not really interested of the research at the first place. hmm..
so, i gotta search a job, now. eventhough my senior have informed me about 3 available research in my faculty. the topics are quite tough, they require primary bone marrow cells and lymphocytes as main sample.
i'm not sure if i can make it.
for now, while waiting the grant approval or the tissue engineering project, i should begin my job hunting.
orait! let's start with modifying resume for underwriter post!
